(sorry about how long it is but please read PLEASE??) ok first if all its a long distance relationship we are both 15 i live in england and she lives in norway and if you don't have anything helpful to say then don't bother!
anyways well there's me and this girl i live england she lives Norway and anyways not very long ago about 3 months maybe 4 now i told this girl i like her (we had meet about 2 months earlier) and we was like best friends anyways so i told her i like her and she said its ok it wont change anything (little did i know she liked me) and the next day i said to her i was drunk that night so ignore me when i wasn't i just felt bad and thought it would bother her and she got mad cos she liked me she felt like it was all fake sort of anyways we then sorted things out and then allot of bad things happened to my life my mum and dad split up death in family personal issues like life long diseases and she was the only one who was there for me i i started to love her anyways this lasted about 2 months because then this girl i know tagged on facebook a picture of out msn convo and at bottom she put love you (she just puts this and means it as friend) anyways ermm then she got upset cos she wanted me for herself no one else i and did too but she was upset and didn't speak a while and i still liked her well love her and anyways we then talked again and she didn't like me anymore but i loved her cos i couldn't get her out my head and stuff anyways and recently we talked allot more and as she is coming to live in england when shes older i said she can stay at my place as then she is in no rush to get a place and she said ok and then she started saying if we ever got married blah blah blah and like we did al of this and she was then saying she was going to be boss and i said ok fine but if it comes to my personal space then he cant do anything like and she said no i am boss and then i don't wanna talk about it but i was stupid and carried on talking about it and then she got annoyed and then logged of and now she hardly ever comes online when she does i try speak to her and she logged out and i dunno what to do anymore i love her and i cant live without her i can see us together and no body else but i don't know what to do. she ignores any messages i send i i started to say to my self after i went into depression fine i don't need her and just when i thought it was over i saw her profile picture again and then it all came crashing down and i miss her soo much and i love her but i don't know what to do she will eventually talk to me but it will take time i just don't know what to do any ideas i want this to work and stay friend s and maybe more in future but the thing is i don't want to be in relationship with her in future where she Controls me and doesn't let me do anything but she can do what she wants but then i love her and would do anything for her i would even walk to norway to see her and plead for her to speak to em again please help?? do you think it could all be saved what should i do but no bad comments
Also alot of you may say its not love your too young but i can tell it is cos i have problems alot of problems like extreme parinoya (i cant spell that)i get parinoyed about anything soo small someone can say i know somethign about you when they dont and i can get to a point where i like want to punch them to tell me (alot of people take the mick out of me for this and do it to annoy me) also trust issues like really bad trust issues i dont even trust my family its that bad and i only trust her and one of my friends but i still dont trust them fully like my mum dosent know anything about me really but yeah so i find it hard to find people and i realyl want her and like when all of this stuff happned she ddint care because she like me for me nothing else and i dunno what to do i just love her and want to be with her in future but then again i dont want to be in that sort of relationship i guess i could try stay friends if she wants to and then when we meet in future i could see if anything happens then?? she might have changed a bit by then?
anyways well there's me and this girl i live england she lives Norway and anyways not very long ago about 3 months maybe 4 now i told this girl i like her (we had meet about 2 months earlier) and we was like best friends anyways so i told her i like her and she said its ok it wont change anything (little did i know she liked me) and the next day i said to her i was drunk that night so ignore me when i wasn't i just felt bad and thought it would bother her and she got mad cos she liked me she felt like it was all fake sort of anyways we then sorted things out and then allot of bad things happened to my life my mum and dad split up death in family personal issues like life long diseases and she was the only one who was there for me i i started to love her anyways this lasted about 2 months because then this girl i know tagged on facebook a picture of out msn convo and at bottom she put love you (she just puts this and means it as friend) anyways ermm then she got upset cos she wanted me for herself no one else i and did too but she was upset and didn't speak a while and i still liked her well love her and anyways we then talked again and she didn't like me anymore but i loved her cos i couldn't get her out my head and stuff anyways and recently we talked allot more and as she is coming to live in england when shes older i said she can stay at my place as then she is in no rush to get a place and she said ok and then she started saying if we ever got married blah blah blah and like we did al of this and she was then saying she was going to be boss and i said ok fine but if it comes to my personal space then he cant do anything like and she said no i am boss and then i don't wanna talk about it but i was stupid and carried on talking about it and then she got annoyed and then logged of and now she hardly ever comes online when she does i try speak to her and she logged out and i dunno what to do anymore i love her and i cant live without her i can see us together and no body else but i don't know what to do. she ignores any messages i send i i started to say to my self after i went into depression fine i don't need her and just when i thought it was over i saw her profile picture again and then it all came crashing down and i miss her soo much and i love her but i don't know what to do she will eventually talk to me but it will take time i just don't know what to do any ideas i want this to work and stay friend s and maybe more in future but the thing is i don't want to be in relationship with her in future where she Controls me and doesn't let me do anything but she can do what she wants but then i love her and would do anything for her i would even walk to norway to see her and plead for her to speak to em again please help?? do you think it could all be saved what should i do but no bad comments
Also alot of you may say its not love your too young but i can tell it is cos i have problems alot of problems like extreme parinoya (i cant spell that)i get parinoyed about anything soo small someone can say i know somethign about you when they dont and i can get to a point where i like want to punch them to tell me (alot of people take the mick out of me for this and do it to annoy me) also trust issues like really bad trust issues i dont even trust my family its that bad and i only trust her and one of my friends but i still dont trust them fully like my mum dosent know anything about me really but yeah so i find it hard to find people and i realyl want her and like when all of this stuff happned she ddint care because she like me for me nothing else and i dunno what to do i just love her and want to be with her in future but then again i dont want to be in that sort of relationship i guess i could try stay friends if she wants to and then when we meet in future i could see if anything happens then?? she might have changed a bit by then?