I think you should convert to Messianic Judaism. But I think you shouldn't wear pierce anymore. It will be forgiven unto you, when you accept Yeshua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ) as your Lord and Savior. (John 3:16)
You can do it now! I did, and my life is totally changed. I am not the same. I am still a sinner, I admit, but with each new day, God is working in me, and He is transforming my life.
Accept Yeshua now, with all your heart, and you will be changed. It's a promise by God. And start reading the Tanakh and the New Covenant (Bible).
If you are interested to learn more, contact me.
@Aravah, I love you, no matter what you said. And remember, I am not like many who claim to be christians and are bad to the Jews. I regard the Jews as special people, as they really are (and you are), and I appreciate you. Remember, you were the chosen people. You still are. The holocaust masked itself under Christianity, and that's where the bad image of Christianity came from. I don't support killing, and I strongly am against the holocaust which unfortunately happened. But be sure this: The Lord will save you, oh people of Israel. My heart is with you, and please know that I didn't mean to offend you. I am honest to you, and I want you to know that I LOVE YOU!
The reason I stated about Messianic Judaism is because they claim to hold similar beliefs to us, Christians. I am not an apostate, neither I have abandoned my faith. I am a gentile, and I am Christian. I am not trying to blaspheme the Judaism, and I never claimed to be a Jew. And I'd never do so. Jews are Jews and they are the chosen people. Even if I do claim to be a Jew, I still wouldn't belong to the chosen people. So I don't claim to be, and will never be. I am a gentile, and a Christian, and I am not ashamed of it. We hold similar beliefs, and no matter of anything, you are the people chosen to reveal God to every other nation, and you did so, and you are still doing so, and I will always keep you as special in my heart.
I apologize to you if I have mistaken or done anything wrong against you, and may God forgive me. Please, I don't want to argue with you, and I want to be clear - that I love you. No matter of anything. May YHWH bless you.