bigwheels1
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- Jun 21, 2010
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I've noticed something, and I just wondered if anybody else could put forward their ideas and opinions on as to why this might be the case.
Gay casual sex, or more correctly sex with somebody I don't know or don't know very well, doesn't seem to arouse me. In fact, it makes me feel really bad and often somewhat disgusted with myself. I've only done it a few times, but in a way I don't think I ever want to do it ever again. Most times it left me feeling sickened, and the thought that it was with some guy that I'll probably never see again, or rarely speak to on msn seems to make it worse. When I was with my boyfriend, however, things were different and I felt much more at ease and it was good. To top it off, my best sexual fantasies usually involve people I know, although I might occasionally fantasize about being with a celebrity I liked etc.
Is anyone else like this? Any ideas why I might be like this?
Gay casual sex, or more correctly sex with somebody I don't know or don't know very well, doesn't seem to arouse me. In fact, it makes me feel really bad and often somewhat disgusted with myself. I've only done it a few times, but in a way I don't think I ever want to do it ever again. Most times it left me feeling sickened, and the thought that it was with some guy that I'll probably never see again, or rarely speak to on msn seems to make it worse. When I was with my boyfriend, however, things were different and I felt much more at ease and it was good. To top it off, my best sexual fantasies usually involve people I know, although I might occasionally fantasize about being with a celebrity I liked etc.
Is anyone else like this? Any ideas why I might be like this?