...release of anger, what should I do? I am 17 years old and before I gave my life to Christ I had been sexually active. I am in the dreaded foster care system and I used sex as a release of fustration and anger in the past. I became addicted to it. Now that I have been living pure (with a few mistakes) I dont get an automatic release when things come about.
The last home I was in for 2 and ahalf years were verbally abusive and thats when I began having sex. Now, the lady I am with is going through menopause. (Ive been here for a year now) She is very moody and up and down. It's hard to not get fustrated because it reminds me of my old home. Now that I dont have sex I have turned over to mastrubation.(Ive been doing it for a week now) along with porn! I do it everyday 2-3 times a day. But today I prayed that I would stop.
Recently, the lady took the phone she brought for me to use a punishment. I really dont care about that part but she has my memory card in it (that my real mother brought for me) I asked her for it and she kept blowing me off until tonight when she said she is keeping it for a week. I told her that was stealing.
She too is a Christian and I dont understand why she would STEAL from me. I plan on mastrubating tonight... Should I, why or why not?
The last home I was in for 2 and ahalf years were verbally abusive and thats when I began having sex. Now, the lady I am with is going through menopause. (Ive been here for a year now) She is very moody and up and down. It's hard to not get fustrated because it reminds me of my old home. Now that I dont have sex I have turned over to mastrubation.(Ive been doing it for a week now) along with porn! I do it everyday 2-3 times a day. But today I prayed that I would stop.
Recently, the lady took the phone she brought for me to use a punishment. I really dont care about that part but she has my memory card in it (that my real mother brought for me) I asked her for it and she kept blowing me off until tonight when she said she is keeping it for a week. I told her that was stealing.
She too is a Christian and I dont understand why she would STEAL from me. I plan on mastrubating tonight... Should I, why or why not?