So I guess this starts about 6 or 7 years ago when I discovered Angelina Jolie. I was 13ish at the time and became COMPLETELY obsessed with her, still am actually. Even then I knew my obsession was not so straight, if ya know what I mean. Anyway, I have never had a real boyfriend because the very thought of a relationship with a guy annoys me. I hate that they always call/text/berate you with questions. However, I very much enjoy sex with men. I’ve never spent the night with one though and I absolutely loathe cuddling. I was never really a touchy person I guess.
Recently I started reading fanfiction and I came across a femslash story and all of a sudden I find that I spend a good portion of my free time reading femslash stories and I guess I had a sort of an epiphany. I might be gay! I mean no one who likes reading about girl/girl can be completely straight right? As for porn, I don’t really get off to girl/girl but that might be because it seems so fake. Also, whenever I see a lesbian couple I am watching them so closely, not really sure why but I do, and I feel kinda pervy. Ha
I don’t really know what to do with this. Or if im even gay, or bi..whatever. Look this wouldn’t be a problem except that my dad is a pastor of a Christian church. I haven’t gone since I turned 18 because I don’t believe in the crap that is shoved down everyone’s throats, but still this information would kill him. I never really liked my dad to begin with so I don’t care, but my brothers and mother would probably hate me to. I just want to know if anyone else faced a similar situation and what they did about it.
Recently I started reading fanfiction and I came across a femslash story and all of a sudden I find that I spend a good portion of my free time reading femslash stories and I guess I had a sort of an epiphany. I might be gay! I mean no one who likes reading about girl/girl can be completely straight right? As for porn, I don’t really get off to girl/girl but that might be because it seems so fake. Also, whenever I see a lesbian couple I am watching them so closely, not really sure why but I do, and I feel kinda pervy. Ha
I don’t really know what to do with this. Or if im even gay, or bi..whatever. Look this wouldn’t be a problem except that my dad is a pastor of a Christian church. I haven’t gone since I turned 18 because I don’t believe in the crap that is shoved down everyone’s throats, but still this information would kill him. I never really liked my dad to begin with so I don’t care, but my brothers and mother would probably hate me to. I just want to know if anyone else faced a similar situation and what they did about it.