Thisismystagename
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- Mar 5, 2011
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Hi im an 18 yr old male and im a little depressed. Me and this girl have been friends for a long time and she is really cool and i like her for who she is. She is kinda slutty though but i guess we all have our vices. Anyways, she had a relationship with my roommate, Steve, a while ago but it ended rough and they basically havent said anything to each other for the past three years. The girl and i had a rough spot in our friendship but we just started hanging out again and now that i am Steve's roommate the girl and him got to be friends again because she would hang out with me at our appartment. Needless to say they fucked which really tore me down on the inside because it just didnt seem fair that he could so easily go from having a beautiful girlfriend (another girl who's name is Ashley) and then breaking up with her over stupid shit then having sex with this girl that i have been crushing on for years and now he has another really cool girlfriend. I feel jealous that he can so easily pick up these women and i have such trouble with it. Im not a "bad" looking guy really. Sure im a little overweight but so is he. Anyways i would love to have some kind of relationship with the girl but im so afraid of rejection i can never even think to say something to her. So i keep this stupid love-sick crush and i get more and more depressed and the doctors keep pumping me more and more full of anti-depressants and it just seems like my life isnt even worth living anymore. I have honestly considered ending it but i do have enough sense to realize that she is just a girl and i need to move on. It obviously wasnt ment to work out. But i just CANNOT move on because the only times that i really am genuinely happy and will get out of the house is when me and the girl hang out. Whatever.. please just give me some advise because i need a shoulder for a little bit.....