Hi good people! I need to take this question out of my mind it has been there and on my conscious since my ex and I split up 2 months ago...
We had a nasty break up where I have lost it and hit him in the back of his head! I am miserable since then I have immediately apologised to him and we never spoke since. We work together and he never looks in my direction or talks to me and his performance is very bad.
Now, during our 2 years relationship I have been very down, I have been called every name in the world and ignored and punished a lot. Basically I stayed because I loved him and his young son very much. Everytime we would argue I would be asked to leave and then we would made up told that we can't live together as after arguments I always leave him! is so twisted I know...
And the list goes on....
I am starting to feel better now, my work is picking up and just carry on really and I am so disgusted of what happened but I can not change it, almost sick! I feel like he is happy that I ' finally ' proved him what a nut case I am though I have NEVER shouted or screamed before. He WON!
Is just weird...I sense he is happy it turned out like this...But me...I am being left questioning my sanity and I cry while I write this...
His ex , the mother of his child hit him 3 months back too and I was so hurt by that..and now..its me.
Anyway, he now ignores me...but everyday i wake up questioning myself!
We had a nasty break up where I have lost it and hit him in the back of his head! I am miserable since then I have immediately apologised to him and we never spoke since. We work together and he never looks in my direction or talks to me and his performance is very bad.
Now, during our 2 years relationship I have been very down, I have been called every name in the world and ignored and punished a lot. Basically I stayed because I loved him and his young son very much. Everytime we would argue I would be asked to leave and then we would made up told that we can't live together as after arguments I always leave him! is so twisted I know...
And the list goes on....
I am starting to feel better now, my work is picking up and just carry on really and I am so disgusted of what happened but I can not change it, almost sick! I feel like he is happy that I ' finally ' proved him what a nut case I am though I have NEVER shouted or screamed before. He WON!
Is just weird...I sense he is happy it turned out like this...But me...I am being left questioning my sanity and I cry while I write this...
His ex , the mother of his child hit him 3 months back too and I was so hurt by that..and now..its me.
Anyway, he now ignores me...but everyday i wake up questioning myself!