lil_sweetypie09
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- Feb 9, 2009
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Me and my partner have got a beautiful seven month old son. we ave been together nearly two years and are 'engaged'. he did propose and i did say yes but at the moment i feel its wrong to lead him on to thinnking were going to get married if i cant trust him competely yet. We used to live in cardiff and everything came before his son and me. his mates especially who he was always going out drinking with till early hours in the morning doing god knows what but he used to lock me in the house so i couldnt go out with my friends. Four days after my c section birth he went to the pub all day and night with a boy he doesnt even like to get away. He left me for a week alone in our flat to deal with myself and the baby by myself when he was around two months old. During that week he admitted another girl kissed him even though he told me we were still together. apparantly she is spreading she has had his child even though i dont believe this the doub t is there. he denies it completely and any other accusations. the people spreading these rumours were his so called mates who hate my guts as they feel i have 'stolen' one their mates. but he chose us finally? anyway we now live in sheffield ... very happily may i add and things are going amazing. he gets up in the nights all night with the baby and really supports me. we are so happy. however, we are due to go to cardiff to visit family again in a weeks time and im getting so paranoid were just goping to be left again. he doesnt have no contact with those wan***s anymore and since that week they wont even look at him in the street they completely ignore him because he chose me. i cant help but still not trust or forgive him for eveything hes done to me and our son in our relationship. Someone please help as i dont want to ruin this love we have and the strength of our family.....