People laugh at me everyday for being quiet. I AM NOT PARANOID. I am right 95% of the time. I am made fun of, ridiculed, and laughed at on a daily basis. I was verbally bullied since the 6th grade. I am now in the 12th grade. If I had to estimate how many people that have talked about me, made fun of me, ridiculed, and laughed at me, it would be about 70 people. It starts off with one kid picking on me, who passes it on to others, and then I become a victim/target to a growing number of kids who are catching on to the bullying trend as if it was an epidemic. Even a few of my teachers have joined in the harassment and laughed at me. My parents are no better. They make fun of me, embarass me, and laugh at me most of the time. Sometimes they would yell at me "Stop moping around and crying! Get over yourself!" I've tried to talk to them about how they mistreat me but they don't seeany harm in what the are doing. Occasionally, I have suicidal thoughts and last week I started to cut my thighs with a razor blade. I cut myself because I have to go through all of this by myself. I have no comfort, empathy, or compassion from anyone in my life. I cut myself because I'm sick and tired of crying everyday. I cut myself because I've been severely hated, bullied, harassed, tormented, and abused by everyone I've had encountered. I cut myself because I hate myself with a deep passion. Why should I give a damn about myself? I'm fucking sick and tired of people laughing at me for being myself (an introvert). For once, I would like to make fun and laugh at someone who is like me. Is there anyone, currently, being laughed at, everyday constantly like me? Or used to be? I feel so alone and need someone to talk to 
