and about a year ago, i fell HARD for a guy.
we had some very romantic, passionate moments after being friends for a long time. but we never had sex. we'd lay in the grass at night, look at stars, talk, kiss, hold hands, etc.. when out with friends, we would always gravitate toward each other and talk a whole lot.
but idk, from being friends with him, i know he loves being single. he's still eighteen, very sexual, likes playing the field. i've always known that (too bad i like him, huh!). i felt like i was different to him. i felt a connection. but now i'm like, maybe i was wrong? i finally told him my feelings, to get them off of my chest. he responded saying "i reeeally like hanging out with you//being with you" after he responded, i got out of his car. he hit the window and told me to come back, and i did, and he pecked me on the lips? and then i closed the door again. idk if he feels the same way..was there no connection all along? did he really only want me for sex and sex only?
it's so hard to tell with him. you can never know what's going on in that boy's head. but i kinda feel like an idiot. was the attraction between us all a delusion in my head?
we had some very romantic, passionate moments after being friends for a long time. but we never had sex. we'd lay in the grass at night, look at stars, talk, kiss, hold hands, etc.. when out with friends, we would always gravitate toward each other and talk a whole lot.
but idk, from being friends with him, i know he loves being single. he's still eighteen, very sexual, likes playing the field. i've always known that (too bad i like him, huh!). i felt like i was different to him. i felt a connection. but now i'm like, maybe i was wrong? i finally told him my feelings, to get them off of my chest. he responded saying "i reeeally like hanging out with you//being with you" after he responded, i got out of his car. he hit the window and told me to come back, and i did, and he pecked me on the lips? and then i closed the door again. idk if he feels the same way..was there no connection all along? did he really only want me for sex and sex only?
it's so hard to tell with him. you can never know what's going on in that boy's head. but i kinda feel like an idiot. was the attraction between us all a delusion in my head?