Benditatuluz
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I am so confused because I am scared I'll never be happy. I had a really horrible experience, and it was so traumatic that I think my sexual orientation has changed.
I know I'm not a lesbian. There's nothig wrong with being a lesbian but the thought of doing it with another girl turns me off. I don't even have female friends.
I'm a North American mutt, just a boring mutt... British, French, European Spanish, German, probably Native American, Irish, you know, just a regular American. I've always loved latin men. I'm not trying to be mean but I've just never been attracted to American guys. Nothing wrong with them, just don't feel the attraction.
I've always loved Mexican guys and had my heart set on marrying one someday, but I had an experience that made me so angry I never want to date another one. I want to confide in someone so, so very badly, and I have Mexican friends that are good friends but I'm scared they'll hate me and think I'm a racist. I'm not, but I can't bear to risk losing their friendship.
I was in a long distance relationship with a guy I met when I was a student in Mexico... and I just found out that he found a new girlfriend. He didn't have the balls to tell me, I found out through his Facebook page. He's loving her, beig romantic with her, and building his world around her... a girl from his own culture.
People defend the new girlfriend, syaing that "it's natural that he would prefer a girl from his own culture." Why the hell didn't he think of that before he told me how much he cared about me... he's a little late.
Before this happened, I was NEVER attracted to men of my own culture. I'm not trying to be mean but I'm starting to hate Mexican girls because this whore stole my boyfriend and now she's getting joy from him. I'll meet some other Mexican guy and some Mexican girl will come along and steal him.
I was never attractd to American white guys, and now I'm not attracted to Mexican guys... I'm not attracted to ANY men. I've become asexual. i used to be very loving, and now I'm full of anger and hatred all the time. I'm becoming bad, and I've lost my capacity to love.
I'm so confused. I've always loved Latin men, but after this experience, I never ever want another latino boyfriend. I'm not racist, but too many bad memories. I really despise racism but I can't bear to love another latino guy and have some other girl come and steal him. I can't bear to be hurt again. I mean no offense to anyone but I feel like it's inevitable that a latino will always pick the latin girl over me.
I've never been attracted to white, American men... I mean no offense to anyone, but I just don't have the chemistry. I'm sure many are wonderful, but I know that the attraction isn't there.
I want and need love, just like everyone... but the question is WHO? I know that I shouldn't focus on the ethnicity of a person but now all men just turn me off. Men as friends are great, but the thought of letting a guy into my heart makes me want to scream.
So confused!!!
I know I'm not a lesbian. There's nothig wrong with being a lesbian but the thought of doing it with another girl turns me off. I don't even have female friends.
I'm a North American mutt, just a boring mutt... British, French, European Spanish, German, probably Native American, Irish, you know, just a regular American. I've always loved latin men. I'm not trying to be mean but I've just never been attracted to American guys. Nothing wrong with them, just don't feel the attraction.
I've always loved Mexican guys and had my heart set on marrying one someday, but I had an experience that made me so angry I never want to date another one. I want to confide in someone so, so very badly, and I have Mexican friends that are good friends but I'm scared they'll hate me and think I'm a racist. I'm not, but I can't bear to risk losing their friendship.
I was in a long distance relationship with a guy I met when I was a student in Mexico... and I just found out that he found a new girlfriend. He didn't have the balls to tell me, I found out through his Facebook page. He's loving her, beig romantic with her, and building his world around her... a girl from his own culture.
People defend the new girlfriend, syaing that "it's natural that he would prefer a girl from his own culture." Why the hell didn't he think of that before he told me how much he cared about me... he's a little late.
Before this happened, I was NEVER attracted to men of my own culture. I'm not trying to be mean but I'm starting to hate Mexican girls because this whore stole my boyfriend and now she's getting joy from him. I'll meet some other Mexican guy and some Mexican girl will come along and steal him.
I was never attractd to American white guys, and now I'm not attracted to Mexican guys... I'm not attracted to ANY men. I've become asexual. i used to be very loving, and now I'm full of anger and hatred all the time. I'm becoming bad, and I've lost my capacity to love.
I'm so confused. I've always loved Latin men, but after this experience, I never ever want another latino boyfriend. I'm not racist, but too many bad memories. I really despise racism but I can't bear to love another latino guy and have some other girl come and steal him. I can't bear to be hurt again. I mean no offense to anyone but I feel like it's inevitable that a latino will always pick the latin girl over me.
I've never been attracted to white, American men... I mean no offense to anyone, but I just don't have the chemistry. I'm sure many are wonderful, but I know that the attraction isn't there.
I want and need love, just like everyone... but the question is WHO? I know that I shouldn't focus on the ethnicity of a person but now all men just turn me off. Men as friends are great, but the thought of letting a guy into my heart makes me want to scream.
So confused!!!