feeling empty after recieving $$ for sex...?

Please honest answers only im not a bad person, but desperate times lead to desperate measures...and this was mine. i have to take care of my family. i have boyfriend who has NO idea wat so ever and i am SO in Love with him but I need this to get by ive been trying to work but no luck. and please like i said iam a good honest person i would never have saw myself doing that or cheating on my boyfriend but its the quickest way to make $$...should i just leave him, he is my baby's father [he wasnt a saint in the beginning, he was abusive but now is cleaning up his act] i just feel terrible. has anyone else ever done this? please no rude responses thanks.
 
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