how do you find happiness and comfort if you hate to listen to your mind and heart tells you... who you are...you're not straight!
you fight it instead of accepting it,you don't want to believe it because it's against what you were taught...now that's very confusing you find yourself asking this question"is god testing me to see if i'm gonna choose him over my desire and the one i love...do i have to live a lie and be depressed for the rest of my life so i deserve to go to Paradise?" that's what i ask myself all time.
someone gay would say that being gay cannot be forbidden because if god doesn't want us to be gays then god wouldn't make us like that in the first place...they'll yell and say in aloud voice: i was born this way!!
but..but if it's only a test then i think i have to live straight life so i win at last and go to paradise...
i see that Judaism and christian and islam are against it so i have no other choice but suffering in life to win at last!
you fight it instead of accepting it,you don't want to believe it because it's against what you were taught...now that's very confusing you find yourself asking this question"is god testing me to see if i'm gonna choose him over my desire and the one i love...do i have to live a lie and be depressed for the rest of my life so i deserve to go to Paradise?" that's what i ask myself all time.
someone gay would say that being gay cannot be forbidden because if god doesn't want us to be gays then god wouldn't make us like that in the first place...they'll yell and say in aloud voice: i was born this way!!
but..but if it's only a test then i think i have to live straight life so i win at last and go to paradise...
i see that Judaism and christian and islam are against it so i have no other choice but suffering in life to win at last!