Got Any Comments OR "Suggestions" On Helping Me On My Relationship?

-1st Month Dating- I found out my girlfriend was cheating on me by flirting w; my friends boyfriend and that she was all on him.
[ ibroke up with her; A month later we ran into each other and hanged out I guess I ignored what she did and just forgave her? and we got together. ]

- 2 Weeks Later; I went on vacation and I came back to her telling me "sorry but i accidentally called this guy babe and sent him a BAD picture of me"
[ I kinda broke up with her; for some reason i kept talking to her and again ignored what she did and stayed dating her . she said she was sorry? ]

- 3 Months Dating- We were at a party and she left w; her one friend and a bunch of guys drunk so i was left alone
[ i finally told her up front f*ck you then before she took off with all those guys then we just ignored that and stayed dating ]

- 6 Months Dating - she decided to go out with her friends and so they ended up going to a party then my girlfriend asked if it was okay for her to drink i said no she tried to argue why not so i told her just to not ask if she loved me she would have respected my say and left it at that but she continued so i told " alright you can drink if you want but.. its either dating me or drinking beer " . . she chose to get drunk
[ we broke up; 4hrs later she
comes to my house extremely drunk and throwing'up alot i took care of her because i care for her even still that we werent dating ]

- the next day - i got conviced on giving her another chance so i did because i truely love and care for her
[info; she cried for me to take her back and we kinda talked things out she told me she really regreted that decision and she was very sorry that she would change and a bunch of things ]

- awhile later - i found out she has been texting with her thing saying " fuck my boyfriend" so isuppose everyone she texted got to read that
[ i told her iwas thinking of us breaking up because of that and she said she was bored and that it was just a " joke" (..well okay a "joke" wow! <|3 ) and i dont really know what to do im kinda stuck there and thinking now if she really loves me even tho she says she does but i have no trust for her anymore so idont know ]
also im truthful towards this "relationship" so i havent done anything to mess up!
i even try and work things out without arguing!
i respect her and her says!
hmm...? =\
 
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