ok so im 18, throughout my WHOLE life ive been the shyest person and have had the least self esteem EVER.
I started smoking[mary j
] when i was a freshman in highschool. and i quit for about a year. and recently i started smoking only a little bit like twice a week. and i noticed that i talk to alot of people now. I realised that now i dont care what comes out of my mouth. as in before i thought everything i said was stupid so i didnt talk AT ALL. and now i do and i love it. i love not feeling self concious 24/7 and i love that i can actually feel comfortable around a group of people and not the outcast who doesnt talk.
and no im not a ''stoner'' i dont smoke much. its just the after affect of not caring about what people think of me thing.
didnt mean to put ''thing'' at the end lol
I started smoking[mary j
] when i was a freshman in highschool. and i quit for about a year. and recently i started smoking only a little bit like twice a week. and i noticed that i talk to alot of people now. I realised that now i dont care what comes out of my mouth. as in before i thought everything i said was stupid so i didnt talk AT ALL. and now i do and i love it. i love not feeling self concious 24/7 and i love that i can actually feel comfortable around a group of people and not the outcast who doesnt talk.and no im not a ''stoner'' i dont smoke much. its just the after affect of not caring about what people think of me thing.
didnt mean to put ''thing'' at the end lol