justbeinghonestt:
New member
so i have always been attracted to men and i have always had crushes on guys. but ever since i watched a youtube video of a gay guy that supported homosexuals and said that every 1 in 9 is and that when you are 16 it will be more clear to you and that they are no different, etc i am afraid that what if i become that one out of nine when i am 16. and ever since then i cant stop thinking about it. i dont mind if people are homo/bisexual, i just dont want to turn out to be that one. last night i had a dream where i was at the beach and there was a party and my friend (female) was naked. now i am really freaked out. what is wrong with me?