diamonds24
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- Jun 21, 2008
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I met up with my ex again to talk and then he kissed me and then i started to feel like a child. The reason is because he hadn't talked to me for a few months and i really missed him (not in a dating way just as a close friend) and when he kissed me i just started getting scared about him leaving again and felt like a child being scared of being alone.
It was really embarassing that i felt like that. I seem to feel things very deeply and i dont like that at all. It makes me think everytime i kiss someone that i will be emotionally raw.
I dont think i want to get back with him it was just a kiss but when i did it it made all these emotions come up and i was thinking 'please dont ever leave me again' and hoping he would help me feel less alone.
I think theres something wrong with me because i feel really empty sometimes when im kissing someone - it makes me feel more alone. I doubt many people can understand what im saying there is probably something wrong with me.
Advice?
It was really embarassing that i felt like that. I seem to feel things very deeply and i dont like that at all. It makes me think everytime i kiss someone that i will be emotionally raw.
I dont think i want to get back with him it was just a kiss but when i did it it made all these emotions come up and i was thinking 'please dont ever leave me again' and hoping he would help me feel less alone.
I think theres something wrong with me because i feel really empty sometimes when im kissing someone - it makes me feel more alone. I doubt many people can understand what im saying there is probably something wrong with me.
Advice?