How can I ask Christ to cleanse my filthy mind? I've already let him in. I think

I might like dudes? I don't know how it happened but I think I am into dudes. When I was little I went through the same thing but I dismissed it as just a phase. I never told anyone. But now that I am getting these urges to masturbate I am also wanting to see dudes. It all started when I noticed that my private got thicker as I saw my team mates undress in the locker room. I don't want to be a fruit pie. I thought that maybe by having sex with a girl these urges would go away but I want to save myself for marriage. What should I do?
 
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