How do I meet someone with my interests, if Im freaked out about meeting them of the

[bondagebabe50sstyle21]

internet? As my name suggests, Im 21, into bdsm, and 1950's lifestyle. I dont want to wear a collar, but I do like to be spanked and punished, tied down, gagged, cook, clean, be a maid [in uniform or not], wear dresses and heels, even the half white apron. I love blindfold, suspension, even the idea of a dungeon in my basement. Im in college, and do want to get my degree, but I could care less if I use it. I want to meet someone my age who I am very attracted to, but I cant seem to bring myself to meet anyone I talk to online in person. I have been talking to this guy, who I met in person first about all this, and he doesnt seem turned off about it, but all in the same I dont want word to get around as to my likings, b.c I dont want to be judged since this isnt a common thing. Help me. Im sick of wearing my dresses for no one, and tying and gagging myself to my own bed. I want someone else to do it.