How do I stop dreading summer holidays?

[cmstar1994]

I am really dreading summer, for alot of reasons. One, I'll be alone all day, everyday, with nothing to do, and I will get very depressed. Plus, there's this good senior guy friend I like (he knows, and things are a bit complicated right now) that will be graduating from our highschool this yearm and I'm afraid I'm not going to see him again. I'm just so afraid I will go very very depressed by being home alone all day, other than the summer school course I took to finish a course for next year. This has actually happened to me in past summers, and I'm afraid I'll face the same situation, even worse. These thoughts won't leave my mind. What can I tell myself, and how can I stop myself from dreading the summer holidays, because they are still 5 months away! And how can I make my summer better, what can I do to convince myself I can actually enjoy my summer? Any "kind and caring" advice would be really appreciated, it would help clear my head. Thanks!