I was extremely emotionally abused as a child. As a result, I grew up with no self esteem, and a perfectionist personality. I have been very successful in my career, but have been divorced twice, because I marry men who treat me like my father did. Finally, I decided to change my life. I am in counseling and am working through my issues. So, now I know what my issues are. I know that I allow people to treat me like crap, because I don't feel good about myself. I know it all comes from my childhood. But, recently, it is all coming down on me. It is hard for me to feel good about anything. I have two beautiful children and a good job. I know I have no right to be so miserable. But, I hate to get out of bed in the morning. I don't take care of myself anymore. I cry all the time. How do I get through this?