MeaghanTop
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- Jan 11, 2012
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Desperate help needed. A few years ago I converted to Judaism when I got married. The local rabbi turned me away 3 times, but I kept going back because I thought that's what I wanted. I went through the process, going before the Beth Din and even being immersed in the ritual Mikveh. I have since done a lot of soul searching and have determined that this is not for me. I have made a lot of new friends at the synagogue, but I I accept Jesus as my savior, something incompatible with Judaism. Whenever I mention that I believe that Jesus is God, the people at the synagogue give me dirty looks and make me feel uncomfortable. My spouse and I agreed to respect each other's faiths. I am now attempting to have the conversion nullified, but the rabbi is now conveniently claiming that there is nothing he can do. I even went back to the Beth Din several and requested that they undo the conversion, and they won't. The synagogue won't do anything to help me. What can I do? If I go before the Beth Din and tell them I was insincere in the conversion, will they annul is then? I read online that if I can show I was insincere in the conversion, it will be reversed, but how can I do that? I am considering legal action or possibly traveling to Israel is necessary. I know I can just stop practicing, that's obvious. My issue is that I do not want to be considered Jewish on paper, and the nullification of the conversion is something I need for my own mental and spiritual well being. Please help. I do not want to be Jewish anymore, and I feel like the Beth Din is holding me hostage.