My mother and I have been fighting for a few days. To make a long story short, I keep wanting to resolve the issue ASAP but she keeps giving me the silent treatment, talking badly about me to my sisters and aunts, yelling at me, promising that we'll have a "talk," threatening me with said talk, and just being incredibly mean to me with ridiculous threats, name-calling, talking down to me, ignoring me, withholding her love, and broken promises. I've made it clear that if she didn't have her talk with me today, I would not be there to listen to her tomorrow which is the newest rescheduled date. (We have planned for the talk 6 times now and each time she didn't do it so she could spend time with her boyfriend). She has also threatened to make me live with my dad and never see my sisters again and she is so crazy, she'd do it in a heartbeat. She is so ready to kick me out. Anyways, I don't care anymore if we resolve this. I told her not to have the talk and I would just go live with my dad. I am done. This has been an on-going cycle for forever. BUT she said I would never see my sisters again and she has the legal right to make good on that promise. So I have to talk to her.
My problem is that I don't want to talk, I am not willing to hear her opinion, and I am just ticked off at all that she's been saying about me. She has made it clear she wants nothing to do with me and I want nothing to do with her. I keep wanting to cry for some reason whenever I interact with her lately, so how do I stop crying for tomorrow to show that she doesn't bother me?
How do I get through it without crying?
Dude...that's my issue! I don't care WHAT happens. I don't even know WHY I'm crying. I am a speech and debate kid and I never cry in stressful situations...Ever
My problem is that I don't want to talk, I am not willing to hear her opinion, and I am just ticked off at all that she's been saying about me. She has made it clear she wants nothing to do with me and I want nothing to do with her. I keep wanting to cry for some reason whenever I interact with her lately, so how do I stop crying for tomorrow to show that she doesn't bother me?
How do I get through it without crying?
Dude...that's my issue! I don't care WHAT happens. I don't even know WHY I'm crying. I am a speech and debate kid and I never cry in stressful situations...Ever