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let's just say,...
my family are not that homophobic, but they tend to be scrutinize and apprehending when it comes to my sexual matters and behavior, let's just say, they would criticize if i would act with those flattering fingers, or stop me from talking if i have that lisp,..
in other words, i dont like my parents to be around when it comes to my social life..
but im quite worried about my future actually,...im a guy and i have that tendency that i would like to have myself a boyfriend,..because you know actually,..i wont be living with my parents forever,a nd im not getting younger, so sociologically speaking,..a kid such as i am would be flying out of its nest as soon as he grows older.. and wrestle the real world with non stop responsibilities and creating a new family so as to continue the line to generations to generations....
but there are also those occassions were you would be reuniting with family right?,..(christmas, fiestas, thanksgiving),....and what if im not like what my straight cousins would do,..(introduce there girlfriends and boyfriends),(hey auntie, meet my boyfriend, meet my girlfriend etc. etc), and i would feel jealous in considering the fact that they would be welcoming them to the family, and my aunts and uncles would be having grandchildrens,....now as for my parents,..i dont know what would happen, if i would be reuniting with them in the future and introduce my someone..
can someone help me,...this uncertain future of mine is giving me the blues...
@ zelparis, ...im not shaming my family,..im worried that they would be ashamed about me..
my family are not that homophobic, but they tend to be scrutinize and apprehending when it comes to my sexual matters and behavior, let's just say, they would criticize if i would act with those flattering fingers, or stop me from talking if i have that lisp,..
in other words, i dont like my parents to be around when it comes to my social life..
but im quite worried about my future actually,...im a guy and i have that tendency that i would like to have myself a boyfriend,..because you know actually,..i wont be living with my parents forever,a nd im not getting younger, so sociologically speaking,..a kid such as i am would be flying out of its nest as soon as he grows older.. and wrestle the real world with non stop responsibilities and creating a new family so as to continue the line to generations to generations....
but there are also those occassions were you would be reuniting with family right?,..(christmas, fiestas, thanksgiving),....and what if im not like what my straight cousins would do,..(introduce there girlfriends and boyfriends),(hey auntie, meet my boyfriend, meet my girlfriend etc. etc), and i would feel jealous in considering the fact that they would be welcoming them to the family, and my aunts and uncles would be having grandchildrens,....now as for my parents,..i dont know what would happen, if i would be reuniting with them in the future and introduce my someone..
can someone help me,...this uncertain future of mine is giving me the blues...
@ zelparis, ...im not shaming my family,..im worried that they would be ashamed about me..