I have no friends. Have suffered from social anxiety for many years... I go to school everyday and talk to nobody, it's very depressing. Now my girlfriend just dumped me for her ex boyfriend. She cheated on me with him first. Even though he has raped and beat her in the past... I can't stand my family and they can't stand me. Gah, life is pointless... College is pointless, work is pointless, it's all pointless when you're alone. I want to just end it all.