ok im 16 years old and have some flaws that i dont like they include my obessive behviour, axiety and depression, i never admit these things to people thou, i did admit that i was sometimes depressed to one of my teacher last semester and she was really good about it and always talked to me but really it isnt enough, towards my axiety i did have a panic attack last month but the doctors diagnosed it as a little episode and nothing major(very scary day thou), and my obessevie behaviour my parents do see that sometimes but not as much as id think. now im not crazy obssevive but topics stay in my head all day, and certain things bug the crap out of me.( i will give examples of this in additonal details), as for examples of my depression, i get highs and lows for the days weeks i will be the happiest guy in the world then for a few days to a week ill be really sad on the inside, i never would attempt suicide because ive known people who have and its torn their familes in half the after math and my panic attack was a wake up call to how precious life really is. but ya what do you think i should do about my obesseviveness and depression, i really wish i wasnt like this i mean i cant engoy hobbys as much as i like because i obsses over them( i still engoy my hobbys but not as much as id like).
btw my parents dont have a clue im depressed they no notice im obssevige towards certain things and they dont think nothing of it because ive always been that way, and as for my axiety they obviously knew i had a panic attack but they felt the doctors diagnose was relatively acurate. but yes what should i do about this
btw heres one example of how i obsses(it will help you awnser the qusteion) ok im canadian and of italian descent, now its not that i hate canada i have nothing agaist this country, its just the united states has so much more , they have a way better national anthem, better looking girls, better singers ,better everything, and anyway ill do things like play god bless the usa 3 times a day listen to the star spangled like crazy(thou i always play a different rendition), now i dont even cheer for canada that much in sports, in certain circumstances its fair that i cheer for the americans over canadians a perfect example is olympic womens gymnastics(thou the canadians only qualified for one event) i mean the reason its ok is because im huge fans of the american girls and have been for a extremly long time so im not going to cheer for some canadian girl who ive never heard of prior to the olympics when shes up against someone who im huge fans of, also olympic gymnastics was the only time i cheered against italy, i always always cheer for italy but it was the same circumstance im fans of the american gymnast had no clue who the italian gymnast were. so ya what do you think i should do about this?
ps sorry for the rant but i had to get this off my chest.
btw my parents dont have a clue im depressed they no notice im obssevige towards certain things and they dont think nothing of it because ive always been that way, and as for my axiety they obviously knew i had a panic attack but they felt the doctors diagnose was relatively acurate. but yes what should i do about this
btw heres one example of how i obsses(it will help you awnser the qusteion) ok im canadian and of italian descent, now its not that i hate canada i have nothing agaist this country, its just the united states has so much more , they have a way better national anthem, better looking girls, better singers ,better everything, and anyway ill do things like play god bless the usa 3 times a day listen to the star spangled like crazy(thou i always play a different rendition), now i dont even cheer for canada that much in sports, in certain circumstances its fair that i cheer for the americans over canadians a perfect example is olympic womens gymnastics(thou the canadians only qualified for one event) i mean the reason its ok is because im huge fans of the american girls and have been for a extremly long time so im not going to cheer for some canadian girl who ive never heard of prior to the olympics when shes up against someone who im huge fans of, also olympic gymnastics was the only time i cheered against italy, i always always cheer for italy but it was the same circumstance im fans of the american gymnast had no clue who the italian gymnast were. so ya what do you think i should do about this?
ps sorry for the rant but i had to get this off my chest.