I told him I was bi, cause I panicked and didn't want him to know I'm actually gay and I'm not sexually attracted to men. He said it was ok if I like girls but he's been vocal against homosexuality before, especially against gay men. He said it was ok but the last time we were together in silence he laughed to himself. Now I'm scared of telling anyone else I don't even know who to talk to anymore, it feels like everyone else will treat me like a joke. I trust him and he tells me stuff about him but I dunno what he's capable of doing or who he's told. Why did he laugh?