..long story short. my bf in the dream was wanted 4 murder charges, when we finally caught up to him i was beating him with a big metal baton in the head n he just layed there, letting me beat him, blood gushing out but he was still alive, he told me to please shoot him in the head (cuz the pain) when it came down to it i couldnt shoot him. i broke down weeping like a switch turned on n i couldnt belive what i have done. i told him i was so sorry n i loved him with all my heart while i was hugging him laying there. all of a sudden he asked will u marry me. i said yes, then the next second he was all healed and next thing u know we rode away on a horse on open land... and i woke up crying cuz this dream felt so real i thought i have killed the person i loved the most. i texted him the dream when he was at work n he said he was getting wattery eyed. what does this mean! please help me.. i have dreams that really impact my life on a monthly basis. and i have vivid dreams every night. is this normal? im 19 and have been with my bf for 2 years