I feel like I am always on the go and hyper and complain alot?

lucylu+benji2

New member
Joined
Feb 7, 2009
Messages
4
Reaction score
0
Points
1
Even though I have a good job, I never feel completely happy.

I have been in a marriage for over 20 years with my HS sweet-heart. We have two teenage children.

I often become jealous of my younger sister and sometimes b***ch her out for no reason at all. I have a vicious tongue, but I do love her. I hate to admit it, but I feel above her in many ways.

My sister is 8 years younger than me and no matter what kind of mess she gets herself into, she always ends up on higher ground. For me, I have to work for everything that I have got.

I am also fanatical about my faith, but I wonder deep down inside, whether I am truly saved or if it is just an ego booster for me. I like to socialize and my husband has always expected that of me.

I'm truly not happy inside, I'm such a yes person to my friends, yet I have extended family problems.

I'm always on the go and never stop to take a rest. I am always busy doing something and am jealous of my younger sister who I can't keep up with. She always succeeds doing little or nothing at all even when she at her lowest points. I often wonder why she has all of the luck??
 
Back
Top