I feel like im a grumpy person - i make funny jokes alot but cant laugh with others

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and find it very hard 2 do? stuff - the thought of getting a job

i find simple things hard - like talking on the computer - wow....

everyone else is happy, laughing - me - fake haha ah aha aha haa aha ha ha aha


i was with my little cute sister today - and i was really trying - playing hide and eek lol - with her but i could tell something she looked a bit..i dont know the word - she could tell i wasnt 100% laughing / happy and she knew that

i dont mean to go on,,.but .. :/......i dunno. ..................