She said that she didn't know why she did it, she just did because she felt sorry for him. He begged for her to do it, and had been in a "suicidal" state earlier, which somehow made him horny. I talked to her earlier about it and we're just gonna keep going. Maybe eventually we can forget any of it ever happened.
And just so you know, I wasn't poking around her computer. A curious array of text was presented before me, and I read it. I wouldn't have read any more hadn't it been so.. Personal? In the way that they were talking, anyway. I'm not one to just go nosing around someone elses things/files without reason. Sorry if I caused any confusion.
Lets start at the beginning, you are only 17, i would say a tad naive, 18 in Jan, great!
Dont give her the flick but dont love her either, you are too young and she will probably turn into a slapper anyway (if she does, send her my way, i am still looking for something around 18 to have a go on!!)
Play the game, use her for sex, treat her bad, forget her birthday etc and generally enjoy yourself until you find someone you want to be with mmm around the age of 25!!
you dont love her, its just teenage infatuation and lust, look around mate, there is loads of fanny out there!!!
What you need to do is to link her cam online and set up a web page... charge others admission to see some action. It's a pretty basic set up and you can make some coin.
You gotta know in this hi-tech day and age... if they were smart enough to hook up and have hot, lurid chats... then chances are they went web-cam hook up... and got raunchy on the vid cam.
Of course it'll take you a bit to get over the emotional hangups of seeing to your g/f boffing herself online for her chat partner... but you'll be able to take your conscience out to lunch with the coin you're making.