i met this girl called Albertine at a modeling course and over 3 days developed a infatuation with her. the course finished today and i'll never see her again and i feel so depressed. i'm not actually gay but i've become infatuated with 2 different girls and are now in touch with neither of them. i don't know how to deal with it. i've never been infatuated with a boy but i'm usually much more attracted to them. But i already miss Albertine so much. I want to cry and I cant tell anyone.