I have issues and I feel like venting?

DakotahTurner

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Welllllll.
I'm bi.
And I'm just like.. I don't know.
I like girls better.
But i still think guys are hot even though every single one of them is an asshole.

I'm 0-2 when it comes to serious relationships.
both with girls.
First girl, i've been in love with her for 4 years.
She's "straight" but everybody knows she's secretly in love with me.
She doesn't wanna accept it because I'm a girl.

But anyways.
The second girl I loved, we dated for like nine months but we had both liked each other for about two years.
She lied to me about everything and cheated on me a million times. Plus right before we broke up, she started liking another girl. again. and once we broke up, she immediately started dating her and now they've been dating for like a month.

Now, I don't know.
I'm not sure what I want.
I don't want to let my walls down again, but people get pissed at me when I won't let them know every single detail about me and my life.
Plus, for some reason, I've started to hate commitment, kind of I guess.
I'll like someone a lot for a couple of days, then i get bored and don't care anymore.


Anyways.
I just wanted to vent.
Feel free to comment or whatever, ha.
 
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