Now add a little more detail, it says. Jeez, how do I start. My name's Parker, and I'm typically a fun guy to be around. Well, I USED to be. I don't know what happened to me. I don't have energy to be fun anymore. I exercise on a regular basis. I'm 14, and almost 15. When I talk, people just don't even freaking listen anymore. I seriously feel invisible. If I punched them in the face, would I be so "invisible" then? I mean, come on. I mumble some, but I know you can't ignore EVERYTHING I say. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of it all. When I used to be at least a bit "fun", I cussed and just didn't give a crap about anything. Now, with this living up to the standards of Christ bull crap, I just can't be a basic myself anymore. I feel like I mimic the people around me more. I used to feel mad a whole bunch, but at least I was social. Now, I'm getting ticked right now just thinking about how unfair life has been to me the past few months. I feel I'm getting worse and worse at interacting, and more and more awkward. I don't care anymore if you think I'm being selfish. My old self would've told you off with an "F you" or something. I just get sick of how bull crap most everyone's lives have been. I feel like I have to do things I don't want to do, because they'll be good for me in the long run (such as exercising, eating healthy, having to drink only water, going to social things in hopes of me becoming more of me again, and forcing myself to go to bed early). My acne's also flaring up a bit more. I know everyone's problems usually sum up to each other equally, but it just feels like, at this time, I'm the worst off out of most people that go to my school. My confidence, my happiness, humor, social ability, and enjoyment are all gone. I feel like just plain nothing. My grades are pretty above average, but I still don't have any common sense. It's just the result of working hard and determination. It really ticks me off, and I don't care if you answer this "question" or not. I just felt like ranting.