ok, some parts are a little hard to remember so im just going to write down what i can. all answers are really appreciated. - so i was at school talking to my BFF and a bunch of our friends, and the school buses were about to leave (im in high school) i had to change my clothes, so i did. i also had a teddy bear with me from valentines day. when i came out of wherever i was, the buses were already leaving so i ran around the school, not towards the buses. i got in this weird looking van that kinda looked like a bus and when i realized there was an old bald guy looking at me from the drivers seat i opened up a window and jumped out of the moving vehicle. the van stopped and backed up, the guy ran after me, and i went somewhere to hide. all of a sudden i was in this room and i was talking to a little boy then i started stabbing him with 5 huge silver butcher knives. i stabbed him once in the heart, once in the chest, once in the stomach, once right below the throat, and i cut open his side. each time i stabbed him i used a different knife. i was scared to stab him, i was crying, and i dont know why i stabbed him. then i woke up. please help me and tell me what this means. thankyou