when i will be on vacation...? ever sicne i was 12 i wal always engaged with someone...i met my current bf when i was 15..now i am 20...there were lots of ups and downs but we are still together and love each other a lot...these past 4-5 yrs have been the best of my life...we have come to a point where we are deciding to get married in few years....last 4-5 months have been the best of this relationship and still it is...i m living the best time..but now that we are thinking seriously about getting into each others life..i m in doubt...i am the one who approched him with assurance that i will be wiht him all the way...but now i m in doubt...i feel like i need a break..i never gave myself a break of at least 6 months ever since my 12th birthdate...i feel like we should take a break and see hwo it works...the reason of my doubt is that i always thought he had other priorites than me...i come at last...even though he spends plenty of time with me, carea bout me..little incidents takes me back to the same feeling...one of these incidents are that it's a long distance relationship and this summer he went to europe trip but i felt like if he loved me soo much he would come to see me ...and then comes the cricket world cup for which he's taking another vacation on feb instead of coming to see me...he promised me to meet me next yr but now he's giving me hints that he wants to go to hajj with his parents...so m i wrong to take a decision to break up or jsut take break from this relationship which might give both of us some time for realizing what we want before taking a serious decision such as marrying ???