i think i'm lesbian. but i'm in this committed relationship with a guy.?

MollyDavis

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okay well, He's am amazing guy and everything. and I really do love Him, He's adorable. but... sexually. I like girls.
We have been together for over a year, and He's exremly attatched to me, and has this depression problem. and would commit suicide if i left Him. like i said, i love Him, but... just not really sexually. i find myself more attracted to girls. and i feel really wrong for this. but i don't know what i can so, i've felt like this for awhile, and i thought it was just a faze and it would go away, but its not :/
and i dont know what to do... like when he wants to have sex i say yes. but i feel kinda pressured. like i don't want to. i don't find it attractive or anything, well idk. maybe i'm just not ready or something, but idk. but like because if i dont then he gets sad and He's like ''you don't find me sexually attractive anymore...'' i mean i don't. but He's heartbroken by the fact that i won't one time, it would be terrible if he found out i wasn't attracted to him.
 
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