i think my life sucks... i have finally hit rock bottom?

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ok up untill last week i thought things were not so bad although nothings been ok ever since i turned 19 (10 yrs ago)... but in the last 3 days ;

1) my yahoo account got hacked and sum one changed my bludy password. i can't even remember my secret q/a so that account is gone for good. i had reached level 4 on yahoo answers there. arghhh

2) my dad has started hating me coz he was visiting me for a few months and i couldn't keep him happy at all. we had a few serious arguments and fights. now he doesn't even talk to me. if i have fever or burn my hand with hot tea, he actually seems happy.

3) my best friend (of 14 yrs) left me and is bad mouthing me in front of my other friend. and that too over something that my mom said to her a year ago.

4) my sister (who was also my very good friend) is angry at me for no apparent reason. i've tried asking her but she just keeps ignoring me.

5) i have no other friends and family. my mom brothers and sister all live in a different country and last i saw them was yrs ago. dad was visiting after 3 yrs but i've screwed up everything coz i keep losing my temper and have really bad mood swings,... specially around 10 days before periods and then 7 days of periods. so 17 days every month i become a nervous wreck shit i hate my life

am i cursed or something? doesn't it sound like i'm cursed? what should i do abt all these things., right now i'm high on xanax..
 
i know that feeling of just being convinced that God has chosen u to pick on somehow, but trust me its an illusion :)

i think u should let things be with ur family members for a little while, but if nothing changes u should have a serious talk with them about this...a CALM one.

and well about ur girlfriend dude, u cant expect a 14-year-old to have that much maturity..sure some do..but still..

anyway, good luck!! and no this isnt the end. theres ALWAYS hope, for every single situation, ur the only one that can change that.

hope this helped!!
 
Right, well, I can advise you on the menstrual cycle thing: take Evening Primrose Oil capsules. They really really help.

Forget about the ex best friend. She sounds like a jerk anyway.

Ask your sister if you have done anything to offend her. It might have been accidental, you didn't realise it at the time. Talk about it.

I think you might be paranoid about your father, dear. If not, then phone social services, but that is bordering on abuse.

Your Yahoo Account: contact the Yahoo directly and explain it to them. Otherwise set up a new account with another crowd, like google.
 
Don't feel bad. You are about to hit the 30s and it's a hard confusing time. Think ot the time you hit your teens. It will suck but things always turn out to be better. Try to go out more and enjoy life. You are still young and your family and true friends will always be that. it's ok to feel bad but it won't always be that way.

Relax be happy =)
 
the best thing for you too do is call suicide hot-line. lol jk i got nothin!

GOOD LUCK ;) and yes ur cursed.lol
 
Only you can change the way things are going for you.
1. Yahoo accounts are not a big deal.

2. If you want to get a long with you dad you both need to swallow your pride and find out what the problem is and work to resolve it...sitting around wondering why he doesn't like you won't solve anything.

3. Everyone has tiff's with best friends, I have myself and we didn't talk for a year. If this person is truely your friend, you'll work it out, but you may have to be the bigger person and call him/her to find out what is going on exactly and see what you can do to make it better.

4. She's your sister and will always be your sister. Talk to her. If that doesn't work, give her a couple months and try again. Maybe whatever is making her angry will have blown over.

5. This sounds like it may be the route of your problem. Maybe your anger issues have a lot to do with why your friends and family have somewhat alienated you. Perhaps you should go to some anger management classes.

It doesn't sound like your cursed. It sounds like you expect everyone to give, give, give (as far as being a good friend and family member), but you have nothing to give in return. You can change that...
 
you are living life
all those things you have experienced are NORMAL
so what to do
stand up, brush yourself off and go outside
smile cus you have learned alot
and you are now a better person
and will avoid anyone who makes you unhappy (your dad you ex bestfriend your sister)
and you will make new friends and go see a professional and let it all out so you can be even better
 
Come out of your fog and get a grip. Blaming pms for everything is a cop-out. Be the person you would want your friends to be.
 
sounds like you cause a lot of problems y not try being nice and not thinking everyone else is wrong all the time. plus lay off the drugs they don't fix anything just hide it for a short period of time
 
I think we all feel that way sometimes, I know I have! I also have resorted to xanax in the past. The answer is Jesus! He loves you unconditionally and if you believe with all your heart in him and have faith in him he can bring you through anything!
 
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