ok up untill last week i thought things were not so bad although nothings been ok ever since i turned 19 (10 yrs ago)... but in the last 3 days ;
1) my yahoo account got hacked and sum one changed my bludy password. i can't even remember my secret q/a so that account is gone for good. i had reached level 4 on yahoo answers there. arghhh
2) my dad has started hating me coz he was visiting me for a few months and i couldn't keep him happy at all. we had a few serious arguments and fights. now he doesn't even talk to me. if i have fever or burn my hand with hot tea, he actually seems happy.
3) my best friend (of 14 yrs) left me and is bad mouthing me in front of my other friend. and that too over something that my mom said to her a year ago.
4) my sister (who was also my very good friend) is angry at me for no apparent reason. i've tried asking her but she just keeps ignoring me.
5) i have no other friends and family. my mom brothers and sister all live in a different country and last i saw them was yrs ago. dad was visiting after 3 yrs but i've screwed up everything coz i keep losing my temper and have really bad mood swings,... specially around 10 days before periods and then 7 days of periods. so 17 days every month i become a nervous wreck shit i hate my life
am i cursed or something? doesn't it sound like i'm cursed? what should i do abt all these things., right now i'm high on xanax..
1) my yahoo account got hacked and sum one changed my bludy password. i can't even remember my secret q/a so that account is gone for good. i had reached level 4 on yahoo answers there. arghhh
2) my dad has started hating me coz he was visiting me for a few months and i couldn't keep him happy at all. we had a few serious arguments and fights. now he doesn't even talk to me. if i have fever or burn my hand with hot tea, he actually seems happy.
3) my best friend (of 14 yrs) left me and is bad mouthing me in front of my other friend. and that too over something that my mom said to her a year ago.
4) my sister (who was also my very good friend) is angry at me for no apparent reason. i've tried asking her but she just keeps ignoring me.
5) i have no other friends and family. my mom brothers and sister all live in a different country and last i saw them was yrs ago. dad was visiting after 3 yrs but i've screwed up everything coz i keep losing my temper and have really bad mood swings,... specially around 10 days before periods and then 7 days of periods. so 17 days every month i become a nervous wreck shit i hate my life
am i cursed or something? doesn't it sound like i'm cursed? what should i do abt all these things., right now i'm high on xanax..