Thing is I'am an A.A, although I know this shouldn't be an issue it is. I recently started to attend synagogue,and I am the only black person there which makes me uncomfortable at times. I really don't mind that, but then I get stares. My anxiety goes out of the roof when I pull in. I can't wait for shabbat,but then again I dread it. I guess I'm letting it get to me, but I really want to convert and have started to adjust my life accordingly....ie no pork and no mixing meat and milk etc How would you handle something like this?
p.s it is a reform synagogue but I think I will try a conservative instead.
I'am a female and A.A means African American. I want to convert because I want to become closer to God. I love Jewish history and its people, but its unnerving when people look at me like I don't belong. I am coming with a sincere heart. My motives are pure. I was told by the secretary that I would have to attend services for at six months before they even consider me.
p.s it is a reform synagogue but I think I will try a conservative instead.
I'am a female and A.A means African American. I want to convert because I want to become closer to God. I love Jewish history and its people, but its unnerving when people look at me like I don't belong. I am coming with a sincere heart. My motives are pure. I was told by the secretary that I would have to attend services for at six months before they even consider me.