never told them how i felt? I'm recently engaged with a baby on the way, life seems to be treating me pretty well, i don't have the best job in the world but i manage to get by and support my fiance. When we found out we were having a baby i got excited and started to let friends know about the news, one person in particular came to mind, a long time friend who i had very deep feelings for was the first good friend i knew who had a child, she's been married twice and her first husband and the father of two of her children was another one of my good friends. We've keep in touch with on a not so regular basis after my family moved when i was young, which played a large part in my reluctance to tell her how i truly felt about her. I still haven't told her the news about my fiance and the baby on the way and every time i think about calling her old emotions start rising to the surface. If i told her how i felt about her now, would it help me finally close the book on a chapter in my life that is no longer relevant? or would it do more bad than good