im 25 yr old guy that all his friends come to for for help or advice. i always put on a smile NEVER do i show any kind of fear or sadness to people. always try to make people SMILE...i love to help people. NOW when im the one with depression problem i cant go to anyone. honestly hurts like HELL. im good looking work out go to school. im saying this because just because someone does look like they are not in pain its usually the opositte. i know i have grammer problems right now and spelling, i cant help it im crying NONE stop...