Sometimes in life you get so caught up in whats going on around you that your life seems to fall off balance. You can have everything you ever wanted in the palm of your hand but yet something is still missing. You cant seem to find your way or where you belong but yet your content. One of your biggest dreams can come true but you feel theires more you can do. Just the right people are set all around you and you end up with the wrong crowd. All this constant change doesn’t even seem to effect you. You have your mind set on the life you want to live not the one your living. Its almost as if your not living your own life. People expect to much from you or they don’t give you enough credit for what you do. Your left in the background trying to get to the front. That one little speck of color in a black and white painting but still noone seems to notice you. Confusion suddenly becomes your way of living. One day you know exactly what you want but the next your plans change. If your way of living doesn’t fit anothers, your quickly judged. People assume they know you and for a little while they do, until what you think is really you turns out to be something that isnt even your character. You feel as if you let everyone down but mostly yourself. At the same time you feel accepted. Your hoping that maybe just maybe the sun will shine through the dark clouds of the storm. Maybe youll become that color to that dark painting. If you could just reach out and help one person get out of what your feeling then your life might be complete but until then, you wait. Wait for peace,wait for hope,wait for happiness,wait for love,wait for acceptance and wait for life.
this is mostly how i feel right now and just some friends and everything inspired me too
this is mostly how i feel right now and just some friends and everything inspired me too