on vacation? i'm 15. first of all, my mom in general is a b*tch to me. i would not say that unless it were true. you would not believe some of the things does and says to me. but that's not what i'm talking about in this question.
anyway..in the beginning of december, i asked my momif we could go to hawaii for winter break. i've wanted to go since like march. she said maybe, if something cheap comes up. so since then i was really excited and looking at hotels and everything. i was just SUPER excited. then she waited until last minute to look, and she said that everything is too expensive and she couldnt find something cheap. i've been looking for the past two days and i've found good deals, but my mom says it's too expensive. she says the most she would pay is $2,000. THATS NOT POSSIBLE!
so when i told her about packaged i found online, she told me to leave her alone. now i am crying and i feel really stupid because i keep asking her everyday if we can go. and now i seem obsessed and i feel so stupid. i have really low self esteem.
EVERY SINGLE BREAK i ask her if we can go on vacation and she says maybe, then she doesn't even look for tickets. I WAS SO EXCITED.
ugh now she just brought up going to mexico and found a good deal on days we can't go..she keeps bring my hopes up but i know we probably aren't going. she even brought up going to mexico after all of this but the date didn't work out. then she stopped looking and started watching a movie! wtf!
she makes me so mad. i am going crazy because i still have a little hope that she will look and find somewhere to go. but the thing that's really making me crazy is that time keeps passing and it's getting more and more expensive. and who buys tickets two days before!
i still don't want to give up hope. it's 1:45 am and i have to wake up at 9 am. i tried sleeping but i started crying and getting angry and shaking. i'm still crying.
my mom buy $200 face cream. on christmas eve she's getting a facial and a haircut. i told her i need to get my hair trimmed and she was like "then go get your hair trimmed." she's so annoying because she spends so much money on CRAP and now that i want to go on vacation, we're on a super super super tight, unrealistic budget.
I DONT WANT ANYTHING FOR CHRISTMAS!! I JUST WANT TO GO ON VACATION. i didn't even ask for anything for christmas. for the last 3 years i''ve only gotten 1 present under the tree and i don't care anymore.
should i give up all my hope? how can i go to sleep now and stop going crazy? I'M JUST SO FRUSTRATED WITH THE WAY MY MOM ACTS AND IS A B*TCH TO ME (there is more to her being a bitch)
anyway..in the beginning of december, i asked my momif we could go to hawaii for winter break. i've wanted to go since like march. she said maybe, if something cheap comes up. so since then i was really excited and looking at hotels and everything. i was just SUPER excited. then she waited until last minute to look, and she said that everything is too expensive and she couldnt find something cheap. i've been looking for the past two days and i've found good deals, but my mom says it's too expensive. she says the most she would pay is $2,000. THATS NOT POSSIBLE!
so when i told her about packaged i found online, she told me to leave her alone. now i am crying and i feel really stupid because i keep asking her everyday if we can go. and now i seem obsessed and i feel so stupid. i have really low self esteem.
EVERY SINGLE BREAK i ask her if we can go on vacation and she says maybe, then she doesn't even look for tickets. I WAS SO EXCITED.
ugh now she just brought up going to mexico and found a good deal on days we can't go..she keeps bring my hopes up but i know we probably aren't going. she even brought up going to mexico after all of this but the date didn't work out. then she stopped looking and started watching a movie! wtf!
she makes me so mad. i am going crazy because i still have a little hope that she will look and find somewhere to go. but the thing that's really making me crazy is that time keeps passing and it's getting more and more expensive. and who buys tickets two days before!
i still don't want to give up hope. it's 1:45 am and i have to wake up at 9 am. i tried sleeping but i started crying and getting angry and shaking. i'm still crying.
my mom buy $200 face cream. on christmas eve she's getting a facial and a haircut. i told her i need to get my hair trimmed and she was like "then go get your hair trimmed." she's so annoying because she spends so much money on CRAP and now that i want to go on vacation, we're on a super super super tight, unrealistic budget.
I DONT WANT ANYTHING FOR CHRISTMAS!! I JUST WANT TO GO ON VACATION. i didn't even ask for anything for christmas. for the last 3 years i''ve only gotten 1 present under the tree and i don't care anymore.
should i give up all my hope? how can i go to sleep now and stop going crazy? I'M JUST SO FRUSTRATED WITH THE WAY MY MOM ACTS AND IS A B*TCH TO ME (there is more to her being a bitch)