I'm always asleep? Why?

Billie

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I sleep like all the time, except when I'm at school, but I really want to. I get home from school, I sleep 4 hours, I get up to do something, I go to sleep again for 2 hours, I get up and eat dinner. I go back to sleep till the next day. I guess it's cause I have this thing where, I just want to sleep and never wake up. Like right now, my eyes are practically closed (I can type with my eyes closed) I think it's also cause I'm lazy? I don't know. My classmates said I could "Die" from too much sleep. Like Sleep, Eat then Sleep. I just want to shut off my brain and let life pass by, cause when I'm awake and life passes, I get really pissed off at myself. I don't know why.
I'm 15, I don't party or drink or anything! I don't study, but my grades are still good. Still don't know why. Somtimes I just want to destroy myself but I can't cause I'm not a robot. And I lose myself to self-pity.
 
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