I'm constantly hyper, irritable, and caffeine calms me down instead of making me

jennyd

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hyper? OK so I've had this for as long as I can remember. Whenever people are talking to me I'll feel myself drift off half the conversation and I'll start daydreaming and everything around me seems like it was in a dream. People say I talk fast and I get told to slow down, a lot. I sometimes have difficulty focusing and I'll get this buildup feeling sitting and I'll feel irritated sometimes if I can't do anything so I'll have to move around to get rid of that feeling. Caffeine seems to calm me down and help me fall asleep. I get anxious a lot and have a bad temper and patience and sometimes I get extremely angry (unhealthy angry, racing heart swearing every 30 seconds people say I have a really bad temper even though I'm nice when it isnt challenged) even at tiny things such as small repeated noises, gestures, etc. I like to talk alot too but I sometimes annoy people because of that. I'm almost constantly tense. I get racing thoughts at night and find it hard to sleep because its like my brain doesn't relax..sometimes I'll butt in and say stupid things when I know it's wrong but my thoughts come straight to my mouth like a sneeze and I regret what i say sometimes. I ALWAYS have to be doing something with my hands. If I can't I start to fidget really bad. I get angry and stupid thoughts alot. My parents say this is normal but I want to know for sure..people call me ''crazy'' alot. I'm 17 and a girl, btw.
 
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