Because things are not as I ...?
bone, I do not do anyone any harm, on the contrary, I am sure to be a good person .. always help those who need me and do it selflessly, never offend, or enjoy the suffering of others .... I know I am no saint, but I am a good woman.
I just live for my family, my friends, my job, my school .... But lately I'm tired, I'm not jealous or anything, but I see many people very happy with their children, their families and without embarago sometimes cruel and hypocrites ...
What I most desire in the world is to have a family, a man who loves me, values me as a woman and respect me, have children ... Complete a very destructive relationship, but it was the man I loved and now I can not get the heart .... He was very wrong with me, but even so he wanted it forms a single family, treated me badly and with all the pain in my heart I leave, I have a little over a month since I looked at him, with my broken heart .. . I know someday I pass this sadness, but still do not know what to do with it.
Because life treats us so ....? be that to be happy, I have to think less about others and start thinking only of me? Since I have 21 years and so far I have not known happiness, in any aspect .... or as couples, or friends or professionally or in any way.
The guys I know only look at my physical .... like a trophy showing love to go, show me love, but the time change, or rather, are released as they really are ... I feel so bad about all this .... Professionally I have accomplished a lot ... I am working and studying, I feel that my work is like a prison to me, do not enjoy it ....
I would fly, but I feel that I have my wings attached to a not that ... will not let me move ... I can not go out and find my happiness, but neither she comes to me .... : (
Sorry if anyone read this .... as I said, I'm just venting, do not expect answers .... I have with whom to vent and sometimes makes me feel good to do this ... God bless ?
bone, I do not do anyone any harm, on the contrary, I am sure to be a good person .. always help those who need me and do it selflessly, never offend, or enjoy the suffering of others .... I know I am no saint, but I am a good woman.
I just live for my family, my friends, my job, my school .... But lately I'm tired, I'm not jealous or anything, but I see many people very happy with their children, their families and without embarago sometimes cruel and hypocrites ...
What I most desire in the world is to have a family, a man who loves me, values me as a woman and respect me, have children ... Complete a very destructive relationship, but it was the man I loved and now I can not get the heart .... He was very wrong with me, but even so he wanted it forms a single family, treated me badly and with all the pain in my heart I leave, I have a little over a month since I looked at him, with my broken heart .. . I know someday I pass this sadness, but still do not know what to do with it.
Because life treats us so ....? be that to be happy, I have to think less about others and start thinking only of me? Since I have 21 years and so far I have not known happiness, in any aspect .... or as couples, or friends or professionally or in any way.
The guys I know only look at my physical .... like a trophy showing love to go, show me love, but the time change, or rather, are released as they really are ... I feel so bad about all this .... Professionally I have accomplished a lot ... I am working and studying, I feel that my work is like a prison to me, do not enjoy it ....
I would fly, but I feel that I have my wings attached to a not that ... will not let me move ... I can not go out and find my happiness, but neither she comes to me .... : (
Sorry if anyone read this .... as I said, I'm just venting, do not expect answers .... I have with whom to vent and sometimes makes me feel good to do this ... God bless ?