I'm a girl and I'll be 18 years old in a few months. I've been interested in boys since kindergarten and I've never been interested in girls up until a few weeks ago. There is one girl that I keep wanting to hug and kiss, but nothing sexual. I want to kiss her lips, but no tongue or anything more. I'm not interested in her or romantically, I just feel an urge to kiss her gently. Ironically, I think she may feel the same. I know she's straight, but a few times she's hugged me and rubbed my shoulders and had me sit on her lap with her arms around my waist. It's nothing sexual, it just feels sweet. I've always known that I love men (one man at the moment) and I could never be in love with a girl. I don't want to kiss any other girls, it's just this one and I don't think it will ever happen again. Why do I have these thoughts about her?