Livy'sAdvice<3
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- May 30, 2010
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I'm 15 and pretty sure of this. So I went from thinking I was bi, but now everything is making sense and I think I'm a lesbian...
I've been thinking of my childhood and all that. Thinking of anything that can support the thought that I may be a lesbian. With so much evidence to most likely prove this thought true, my jaw dropped, I put a hand over my mouth and thought nooo way! I wish I could deny it, but there's no denying it!
It's like I don't want to accept the fact. I've been in one relationship with a guy, a year ago. He was cool and all that but I broke up with him, didn't even last 2months. I guess you can say I lost interest but he was sooo into me and it creeped me out he thought I was "the one" I was like wtf?
I always have felt way more comfortable around girls. Guys2, as FRIENDS, any guy who asks me out no matter how attractive he is gets an instant rejection. Don't get me wrong I feel bad about it, but I just don't see it happening, at allll. I can picture myself with a girl. And after watching this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkwlb-KOv-o
I was like, aww I want that!
I'm always being told how good i look
and by guys and noticing them staring constantly (no one would ever suspect im even a tiny bit gay!) and it's like quit looking at me, gets frustrating. Guys always trying to get at me aggravates me, it gets old. And we all know that most of them my age are only thinking with their second heads. But girls, they're different
I'm really scared. Scared that this is probably true. Scared how people will look at me and treat me different because I know not everyone is as open-minded and doesn't judge like me. Scared of how most of society treats LGBT. Scared to think that my girl friends might think I like them or wanna date them if I come out. Scared of my parent's and family and everyone at school's reaction. I'm so sure of this and it scares me. I don't know what to do!!!
I'm sooo sure of this you guys. I know the only way to know for sure is to probably kiss another girl. I dreamed about it before and I liked it. I've only kissed one guy and I did noooot like it! Blllahhhh.
Oh man, heeeelp?
thank you!
I've been thinking of my childhood and all that. Thinking of anything that can support the thought that I may be a lesbian. With so much evidence to most likely prove this thought true, my jaw dropped, I put a hand over my mouth and thought nooo way! I wish I could deny it, but there's no denying it!
It's like I don't want to accept the fact. I've been in one relationship with a guy, a year ago. He was cool and all that but I broke up with him, didn't even last 2months. I guess you can say I lost interest but he was sooo into me and it creeped me out he thought I was "the one" I was like wtf?
I always have felt way more comfortable around girls. Guys2, as FRIENDS, any guy who asks me out no matter how attractive he is gets an instant rejection. Don't get me wrong I feel bad about it, but I just don't see it happening, at allll. I can picture myself with a girl. And after watching this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkwlb-KOv-o
I was like, aww I want that!
I'm always being told how good i look
and by guys and noticing them staring constantly (no one would ever suspect im even a tiny bit gay!) and it's like quit looking at me, gets frustrating. Guys always trying to get at me aggravates me, it gets old. And we all know that most of them my age are only thinking with their second heads. But girls, they're differentI'm really scared. Scared that this is probably true. Scared how people will look at me and treat me different because I know not everyone is as open-minded and doesn't judge like me. Scared of how most of society treats LGBT. Scared to think that my girl friends might think I like them or wanna date them if I come out. Scared of my parent's and family and everyone at school's reaction. I'm so sure of this and it scares me. I don't know what to do!!!
I'm sooo sure of this you guys. I know the only way to know for sure is to probably kiss another girl. I dreamed about it before and I liked it. I've only kissed one guy and I did noooot like it! Blllahhhh.
Oh man, heeeelp?
thank you!