we dated for 3 months, & we didn't have an actual relationship because he always put excuses like "let's see what happens first, let's just date a while"
and eventually i let go of him because I saw he didn't plan on taking me serious.
I let myself go in the moments we were together, I never had sex with him but he touched me, & to be honest the most we did was masturbation, & I feel bad because he's the type of guy who would persuade my mind & I take responsibility for my actions.
is just that I noticed (too late =/) that he wasn't such a good guy. His family and my family dont get along, I'm scared he would go and spread things about my intimacy with him.
btw he's the only one I've dated that's why I wouldnt like bad rumors to go around because I've never been that type. I always wanted to wait for the right one...and I did wait...but he wasn't the right one. =/
what would i do? I would feel like a famous person who's most intimate things were spread around to everyone including their loved ones...I can't bear the thought of those rumors coming to my family's knowledge because I know I'm not easy... how could I cope with this?
and eventually i let go of him because I saw he didn't plan on taking me serious.
I let myself go in the moments we were together, I never had sex with him but he touched me, & to be honest the most we did was masturbation, & I feel bad because he's the type of guy who would persuade my mind & I take responsibility for my actions.
is just that I noticed (too late =/) that he wasn't such a good guy. His family and my family dont get along, I'm scared he would go and spread things about my intimacy with him.
btw he's the only one I've dated that's why I wouldnt like bad rumors to go around because I've never been that type. I always wanted to wait for the right one...and I did wait...but he wasn't the right one. =/
what would i do? I would feel like a famous person who's most intimate things were spread around to everyone including their loved ones...I can't bear the thought of those rumors coming to my family's knowledge because I know I'm not easy... how could I cope with this?
good luck!