im so damn sick of school need some 1 to talk to :(?

samwise

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I go to a conitnuation school. Last year I did great I went to school every day my best friend went there too who always made my day better he was always there to make me laugh i had 4 subjects to do i had a huge hope on working for blizzard entertainment after i got out of high school and then going to college. This year a bunch of things changed i was given 7 subjects to do in 4 hours this stressed me out and i stopped going to school more so my teacher reduced me back down to 4 subjects...well actually 5 because i have this computer class thats "fun" and it "doesnt count as a subject" but i really dont give a crap about it this was m last period of the day i just wanted out of school instead of going but i have no choice but to do it for extra credit or ill fail because i completely failed my freshman year so im doing both my 11th grade work and 9th now with 4 subjects im still stressed out and not wanting to go to school my teacher bitches at me every day about how im behind and gives me more work etc (i may have 4 subjects but im getting more work that i must do in these subjects because i missed so much school and i missed so much school before because i was stressed and didnt want to go) i decided to miss the last day of school before our 2 week break which is coming to an end monday but at about 12pm my dad called me and said my teacher called him and i had to call her and tell her why i wasnt there so i talked to my dad for a minute about and tears saying i didn't want to talk to her because she was gonna get mad and start bitching he said "sam its fine she didn't sound mad she just wants to talk" still in fear i called her and explained i was stressed etc she didnt sound mad at all but she asked me if im willing to come to school and have a meeting because we are in the middle of the school year i agreed even tho i wasnt willing because my dad kept scaring me by saying "she will get even more mad if you blow her off again" so i went she yelled at me (hah right dad she wasnt mad it was maddest i have ever seen her) so then after she yelled at me we went into a room (i was about to cry after she yelled at me) so we talked about how i just need to do it and go to school and my dad brought up me getting my liscence in there for what ever reason probably just more to bitch about he needs me to get my liscence so he can work many miles away from here and he doesnt have to drive me to school so after the long lecture she asked me stay for that computer class and for an additional hour and a half before she can give me assignments to do while on break (i think shes full of sh*t tho it wouldve taken 4 mins maybe less) so i stated crying when i was forced to stay there because i was really emotional from being stressed and just wanted to go home to recover) so i was given time to be alone and cry in the room by myself and after abit i went to that class and she handed me 3 books with 140pages pages in them she didnt say how much she wanted me to do but those 3 books said ALOT if not all these books are pretty simple short segments about science things then questions on the next page but really 3 books with 140 pages common lady i haven't do any of it yet i dont even want to look at it because theres so much there my schedule also got changed form 7:30am-11:30 to 8:30am-12:30pm i chose an earlier time because i didn't want to go to the compute class and have to come back for an hour of work so thats what im doing now (i think my proformance in school was also suffering because i was so tired in the mornings and last year i came in at 8 and left at 12 and was more awake also did better) so its obvious im not a morning person :p my best friend also is now on independent study (works at home) the class has like 3 kids in there and my best friend being gone makes my day worse and more boring than ever and if i miss anymore school ill be put on probation again and if i get put on probation for the 10 thousandth time im getting ticketed and community service right away with no chances to to me being put on it so many times and wont be let off till im done with school because im almost done..well they can keep me on till im done with school because im almost 18 but i still want to be successful and life and at least finish high school any tips/advice on what to do
 
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